Just Want To Be Married.

I just want to be married. That's what all this is...

That's what the chasing after the wind... the trying to look for houses... the getting-by nannying, the searching for friendships and belonging and roots...

Really, if I'm honest, that's what it all comes down to. I just want to be married.

I want to be with him and love him forever. To buy houses with him. To cook and decorate for him. To watch our babies and grow older with him. To travel adventurously with him...

I know its not all wine and roses. But there, I faced it. I said it. I admitted it: I just want to be married.